yada yada yada

Now its even hard to have random thoughts
Scattered thoughts
Thoughts about nothing -
Thoughts about something-
Thoughts about anything-
Thoughts about Me?

a monthly apprasial
a weekly evaluation
Check my breast for lumps
Check my heart for tears
for breakage
for weakness

Now its even hard to eat right
What's good?
What's not?
Ive seem to forgot
Why does everything have a disadvantage
a symptom?
Home remedies for the common cold
that will never go away
save your pennies
for a rainy day

Go for long walks
but look over your shoulder
a smiling face - does say - what the mind is thinking

Random thoughts - keep my eyes from blinking
Drink coffee to keep from sleeping
although
it'll put u to sleep
if its boring enuf
...my soul to keep

if its doesnt make sense
brush yourself off and try again
if he's not your lover - he's a special friend

Scattered thoughts
about the world
my thoughts -
boy meets girl
boy likes girl
boy loves girl
girl finds it interesting
girl considers many things
when to fall of love of course
when it happens
Scattered thoughts
- whats suppose to happen?