Conversations with God

Dear GOD:
I just cant stop - trying to figure things out - you know me - I mean you made me this way
I mean - who said - letting go was easy?
who said - just let go & let GOD
I mean - why shouldnt I worry about it?
it has to deal with me
I mean - how can I NOT think about - how its going to happen? - when I have only one day - before it needs to happen
& Im scared.............
Im scared to let you do it on your own - because you need my help - dont you?????
YOU need me to tell you how to work it out
Cant u just do it like this... for me
If you tell that person - give me my money back - give me "my" car back - everything would be perfect... RIGHT!?????
If you get me the job I need/want/must have- and I didnt have to put much effort into it - than THIS will make me happy!
So what am I forgetting? (that I am GOD)
what is so wrong with my idea? (my way is better)
How long is it gonna take you to do it? (when you really deceide to let go...)

So - how do you expect me to not worry about it:
(Phillipians 4:8..... whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you. )

p.s. & that's what GOD said to me the other day