somehow - it represents everything - I feel today

I began with this song - that is still in my head
(your all.....I want - Your all..... -I ever - need-ed)
but what you didnt know - is that I was talking about GOD

& so I lay in peace in my bed at night - realizing that Im more and more of an excibitionist & I know I probably spelled that wrong - but I hated the spelling bee when I was young - so I made up my mind that - there were words that I would not learn to spell - but that I would still speak

the record skips
or may be it was the CD
infact all my CDs skip
was it scratched or was it dust or do I need to stop downloading off the Internet & buy the real thing

this message is especially for me

to hear
I was here
& you were there
talking bout
why dont you grow your hair
now - I try not to cut it
now - you try not to love it
but you do...
somehow - it represents - everything I feel about you...
strong
but fragile
long
& still growing
dark
but not quite black
- its just hair -
should I even be thinking about that
ok - so Im going to try to leave my hair alone - will you help me

by the way - (this happened while I was typing)
I hate short guys - who think - they are on my level - because they can literally look me in the eye

silly rabbit - tricks are for kids
- that's what my brother Kruze always use to say...
now we only speak on Sunday's - cause we dont have much to say